Gutsy Grief
What happens when you stop trying to get over loss and start asking what it’s trying to show you?
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After John Jeff Hutter's father died by suicide, he found hidden journals and letters spanning three decades. Those words became the beginning of a decade-long journey through eight portals of self-discovery. Each one revealed something about identity, honesty, and becoming in the aftermath of loss
Gutsy Grief is for anyone who's lost something that mattered and is willing to let that loss teach them. It's about choosing transformation over survival, meaning over closure, and discovering the person you couldn't have met any other way.
Loss will change you. You can let it transform you, or you can waste your energy pretending it won't.